Tyler Michael Jacobs
I was taught how to love
The way cut flowers spill
From countertops onto the kitchen
Floor as if each cut flower were bones
Of winter and each blossoming
Were meant to be examined,
But only at a distance. We learned how
Words explode from our mouths
And that our lips kiss every time
We say, please; how they could cut
Like winter chills when we said,
Leave. Our ruined exhales
Cherished each other.
I know the flattened bird on the street
Cannot nest toward morning,
That everyone sits with knees cleaved
Tight to their chest in the shower,
And some days I forget
My cigarettes in the kitchen counter.
(How useful of me to escape
Into day as violently as falling
Asleep and knowing
The sun waits for no one.) I learned
How much weight it takes to fall.
I built a bridge out of toothpicks,
Assembling many small triangles first.
Gluing them together, I constructed
My Warren trusses.
Each triangle ached for something greater.
Tyler Michael Jacobs is the author of Building Brownville (Stephen F. Austin State University Press, 2022). His words have appeared in Plainsongs, Pidgeonholes, Sierra Nevada Review, Thin Air Magazine, White Wall Review, Funicular Magazine, and elsewhere. His poems have also been featured on Nebraska Public Media’s Friday LIVE! He is a second-year poetry MFA candidate at Bowling Green State University. You can follow him on Twitter: @iamtylerjacobs
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