what remains (i)

Jessica Popeski

an opulence of cards. thinking of you. vases
spill terra-cotta carnations. mother die
mushrooms. moonflowers burst. a cold snap.

velvet fog. dandelion thugs. you abscond.
the lcbo & danforth go station, as per my
bmo & presto card apps. my foot is on fire.

toes rage. rods at awful angles. you look
through me, eyes enormous, mistake the
oven, then the fridge, its tupperware

tetris, for the toilet bowl. urinate. fracture
shelving. fissure a windowpane. smash salsa
& jam jars. smack a dining chair in half.

Jessica Popeski is a dis/abled opera singer, professor, and intersectional ecofeminist poet. Named one of Tkaronto’s “exceptional up-and-coming writers” by Open Book, she authored Oratorio and The Wrong Place with Anstruther Press. Her collection the problem with having a body was published with Gordon Hill Press, and grenoside is forthcoming in fall 2026. She was raised in Moscow, Russia, and Sheffield, England, by her mother and grandmother, and lives with her pit bull–poodle on land that is covered by Treaty 13 and the Williams Treaties, the traditional territories of the Mississaugas of the Credit, the Anishinaabeg, the Chippewa, the Haudenosaunee, and the Wendat peoples.

 

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